34 Weeks!
34 weeks + 2 days
Well, I've been meaning to get this update on here for a while, but so much has been happening. Thursday was a Relief Society Activity I was in charge of putting together...
(It was fun! A craft and cookie night. There were a couple of craft stations to make Christmas Cards, leather broaches, and Christmas stockings. Everyone brought 2 dozen cookies - one dozen to be shared that night - served with milk of course - and everyone got a dozen of mixed cookies to take home. And surprisingly there was not a single duplicate recipe)
...and Saturday was our Church Christmas Social/Dinner for which I played a harp piece. I hadn't been sleeping well the last several nights and unfortunately was around a few more people than I normally am and picked up a (luckily)
very mild version of the cold going around here (I attribute that to my wonderful prenatal vitamins and excellent hydration). I had pretty much kicked it by Sunday night and was just finishing up the sniffles on Monday, but I feel like it could come back this morning so I'm taking it easy by blogging and catching up on a preggo update (only 2 days from being 35 weeks).
So, baby is doing GREAT! The doctor says I'm right on track with growth, weight (now up 23 lbs), and baby's heart rate is strong as ever. She got a kick out of feeling my tummy - she says there isn't much between the outside world and this baby and said she could feel everything - I could have told her THAT! I feel almost every move she makes these days and although it is still exciting and wonderful and miraculous - It has also become rather painful in the last 2 weeks! She packs quite a punch these days, and she really likes to squeeze a little foot or hand or something under my ribs (and I'm not just talking a little nudging - drilling or burrowing might be better words). I've heard babies often favor a certain position like on the left or right sides of the belly - Our little one's favorite spot is to lay sideways with her head on my left and bum and feet on my right and kick the daylights out of my right side (sometimes I look just to see if she's given me a bruise yet). Maybe because she just doesn't have enough room upright and she lets me know! I feel and see so many little knobs I can't tell what is what! Head and bum aren't too hard too tell, but I can't tell if the little ones are hands, feet, knees, shoulders, or elbows! All these acrobatics have made sleep a little more difficult lately - not to mention the fast approaching D-Day. Sometimes I get moments of pure excitement and once-in-a-while I get a little twinge of anxiety like I am not quite ready. But I think we are as ready as we can ever be!
I feel I have to report on the Pink Kit Progress for those of you who care. It has been interesting and I think has been good for us...but it may not be for everyone. Some people may not want to do part of the preparation work. Also, Dan and I finally got to the video portion of the kit and all I have to say is I don't know how many men would put up with this - luckily, Dan is so wonderful and is doing this with me because we want the best birth we can have. The video is a little dated (clothing wise) and seems quite...awkward at times. We have laughed quite a bit, but we are doing it! If any of you are ever interested in trying this kit ask me about it first and I will go into a little more detail so you know what you are getting into!
I am continually amazed at how as one becomes visibly more more pregnant she becomes public property...or should I say subject to public touch, scrutiny, criticism, suggestion, and praise. Luckily, I am pretty easy going and not easily offended and actually find these scenarios quite hilarious. I actually have not been touched much by strangers rubbing the pregnant belly, but I get a lot of looks and comments. I get a lot of guesses that I am having a boy or girl by the way I am carrying. I get a lot of suggestions of what I should/shouldn't do in pregnancy and birth. I also get a lot of assumptions that because I am pregnant I must be after the sweets. Just the other day I was in WalMart and an elderly gentleman pointed to the fudge brownies saying, "I assume you are looking for these". I have gotten a
few comments about what a cute pregnant woman I am (typically from people who already know me and very few strangers), but mostly I get looks, double-takes, and comments about how young I look. Usually it starts off with someone seeing me and being startled by my belly as I come around my grocery cart, turn a corner, or get out of the car. They typically do a long head-to-toe double-take and have a confused and sometimes concerned look on their face. Often they look away when I make eye contact, but they keep sneaking looks back until they get up the nerve to say, "I just have to know..." or "I just have to ask..." or "Could I ask you..." - "...how old you are". Most are totally blown away when I tell them I am 28 years old. Then they feel free to comment that they thought I was another poor teenage mom that got into trouble or how they thought I couldn't be more than 17 or 18 but had a wedding ring on - THAT is what I think made people feel like they were allowed to ask. I have to admit I was a little disappointed to find out that many of the looks I previously thought were, "Oh, there goes a cute pregnant woman" were actually, "Oh No, there goes a pregnant teenager. I really do not think I look THAT young, but I am not looking at myself from others points of view I guess. I have not yet had the courage to play with anyone in my reply - although I think it could be very fun to I probably never will. But I often think about what I COULD say to them to get an even more shocked look on their face!
Another thing I have noticed is that my dreams have changed in the last week or so. Ever since I was pregnant my dreams have seemed more vivid in color and reality, but still weird and harmless. In the last week my dreams have gotten rather dark and violent. Almost every one involves an out of control and dangerous animal (bears, alligators, wild dogs, raptors, flesh-eating lizards, and such), strange people that are after me, and me being forced to do some sort of extreme sport or thing to save my life (like parachuting, hang gliding, base-jumping, zip-lining, cliff jumping...just to name a few). I know it sounds funny, but in my dreams people are actually mauled, shot, chased, or falling and I see it! NOT fun! I've actually had to will myself to change the dream or will myself to wake-up. I miss the less harmful nightmares I had before about forgetting to feed the baby again and again.
Ok. enough of that! We are getting ready for baby. Her nursery is starting to look super cute! I will have to post pictures soon. Also, we started a birthing class at the hospital. So far the best part has been the tour of the hospital (very nice!) and an anesthesiologist who came and spoke to us and answered questions for almost 45 minutes on pain management and epidurals. I thought that was SO valuable and learned a LOT of new things. I still want to see what I can do on my own in labor, but I am not afraid or against epidurals. Dan and I are going into this with the attitude that we will do as much as we can "naturally", but if I am not coping and labor is going to leave me scarred with horror stories and I am miserable and unhappy it isn't worth "going natural". I don't want memories of labor to be horrible. That being said, I am well aware that labor is not in anyway easy or pleasant - I guess it is all perspective. I know what some of you may think - just wait until you are there sweetheart! But Dan and I have done a lot of preparation and I know what kind of labor I want - and if that ends up natural than fine and if I have an epidural that is also fine.

We are SO excited! I can't wait to be holding this little one in our arms very soon! Sometimes I just sit back in amazement of it all and actually laugh out loud when I am all alone because I am just so happy and excited to become a mother. It is amazing how expecting has brought Dan and I closer. I thought we were very close before, but something has definitely changed and I love it! I'm not saying this well, and I'm not sure there are words to say it, but it is wonderful to have him as my partner in this! He has taken such good care of me and he is going to be an amazing Dad! I love him so much.
WOW! Novel here! Well, again, this update has been MUCH longer than I meant it to be, but I hope it wasn't too tortuous. Merry Christmas!